Wednesday, June 15, 2005
woot
wow 5.15am in the morning now.. ahha
Ai seh.1 mth plus never update liao..
Hais so many things to type..
Cut it short then.
gooosh seriously sick during 19 to 22 may. swollen troat plus fever..
22 may. my birthday. Thanks friends for the company. but was not so happy..
THanks ray for that small cheese cake although its taste so SWEET?? lol don't know
has been slacking at home ever since i got sack from work..
damn did nothing wrong get sack.. __ boss __
things not going well for me.. sighh
Hope to see better aheads.
had a soccer match last week. sweee long time no run after match all cramp...
next day leg numb liao..
advisory to all friends. NO offend.. Minimise smoking alright??? kills man.
ITE life sucks...
Friday, May 20, 2005
ayee.
SO I GOT UPDATE???
lol.
Since a time i update my bloggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Here it goes. Hi My friends. How are you guys doing?.
Me. Many things happening to me recently..
Sigh - family, studies, relationship etc.
Can all this get over soon?
Im determined. I will never give up ok! sigh. But why? how? . =(
Working will uncomplete weeks this month.
Cause was having Chalet and activities.
Went to CHANGI chalet on 12 13 and 14 may.
Had Fun perhaps??
The first day?? behave like siao.
keep jumping around..
lOl.
SOrry Boonkiat if i kick too hard?? Wanna more?? ops.
IM HOT..
Was awake with friends till almost morning.
play PS2 = FUN.
Watch Horror movie. halfway zzzzz liao.
Woke up 2nd if im not wrong. straight away play Ps2 with taufiq? lol
2nd day BBQ.. yay. FUn. eat eat eat non stop.. MY mUSLCES WENT NOWHERE?? lol
Was perspiring like one kuku. HEck care la took of my shirt and bbq. lols. im not a flasher!. ops.
JUs nice my chalet behind was OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL?
went in the afternoon on the 2nd day. with joe zhengyao .. lol. im half naked.
walked pass a lane.. TMD. why got fridge air cool feeling blow over me..
But i never care??lol continue to explore around.. hmm
Went at night again. with bigger groups.. 21 people sia/? go gang fight huh??
So zhengyao fun? ask u don't play liao still play??? Then saw liao shiok right? lOls jkjk.
hmmm working has not been as fun as last month le... i start to slack more...
STUPID BOSS OF MINE DAMN YOU BITCH!!!
Was doing adminstration work for long.
BUt boss has two company.
tmd. rich fark. was helpiong boss on another company when im FREE only
Recently Boss has alot of sales.. tmd earn so much i kena torture?
Was ask to do her company temporary for 3 days??
then what? i was doing it for weeks ok??
My staff took over me.
I was like.. when did i start to work for another company..
anyway under the same boss. kkj sia.
Ok lets not talk about it.
just last2 days? Wednesday 18 may. 2005
i got irritated.
Im depress by relationship? yea? love her can't get her?? how??
sigh sad upset. everything.
Boss came back ordering alot of stocks from china??
kkj lar. store so small how to store so many boxex..
I can't be doing toys and pasting stickers for everday for 8 hrs??
WIll SIAN ONE BOSS YOU KNOW?
ok on that day. i was told to move the loads inside the room.
Need to tidy up. I carried everyTHING MYSELF OK? almost everything. damn
all was like so HEAVvy. could have weigh up to 400 kg s of loads. i was like exhausted.??
Boss i carry loads will sweat. i on air con at level 18 got wrong meh? i like what. stupid bitch.@(!*@(!&
Then i had to carry tables and Heavy cupboards alone again.. all woman there? what can they do?? see me and suffer?. Not exaggerrating. >.<
BOss so what if u pay me 6.50 per hr???
i can carry everything and finish everything in hr just for ur pathetic 6.50? fark man
I was thinking of asking boss for extra money if she ask me to do those.
what if im injured and the bill is more than i earned a day?? __ boss __.
went to toilet before lunch.. see my self in mirror? vain sia. no lar..
IWHY MY FAVCE SO PALE SIA>???
didn'thave the mmood to eat. but no choice staff say msut eat. ok lor eat prata?
hmm booss is so bugety
Everything is beging calculated like what/?
Im a employee, i got my own freedom in doing your things.. why keep asking me and watching me..
i was so fustrated man..
Another thing, beside my boss??? my manager also another )_@#()*!!! one.
If i am no at her company? who will do the creating of brochure??
Damn. i GOT BRAINS SO? im not stupid. i want try cannot meh/ why must ask everytime?
aiya sigh. got leave on thursday. say i sick? lol.
Went to swimming with iskandar. had fun. rain.. isk ? so my goggle fits u? lol
i swam with my head up all the way for laps? lol.. power.
WEent to ray house after that? play XBOX. fun.
sigh why my toe haven;t ok sia..
around noon at ray house i received from my manager.. saying
"how are you, better now?" thanks for helping. pls come tmrw at noon to collect your pay from boss?'
i was like wtf. IM SACKED?? for no reason im got fired??
asked her why? she replied me early sia? received at 6 plus saying that give me a rest since my school starting.
start lan la start. my school still long. sigh the money i earned is not enough to buy the things i want.. sian.
nvm i long want to quiet ever since this month . stupid company... Even OT hours pay are not given?
stingy rich fark?
i think my story is too long already..? shall stop..
oh before ending. on friday 2am i ate 3 big bowls of rice. with cooked eggs of 2 and some tau ki. SHIOK? i ate
all!! before that i had buy friend chicken wing rice... am i so hungry or i m using this to fustrated myself.?
only manage to take some part of of my rice left?? cause i ate partian of it?? oo am having a serious sore throat yet still eating these?
argh shit couldn't upload the photos of the meal. i will try it if possible.
GD NITE. give me a chance lei?? =\ woman.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
how could this happen to me. =\
I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
im sad. really sad. extremely sad.
Simple Plan - Untitled (How Could This Happen to Me) =(
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
Bad
Have not been smiling for passed few days.
Didn't get what i want.
life sucks.
why like that har?
haha.. since a time i bloged.
so here i'm back again.!
nothing happening much. was having a 4 days break the pass few days.
so shiok.
went to sentosa on monday 2nd may.
there was like so pack..! ever first time mans.
took a taxi in instead. Cause tired of waiting for the long que for the SENTOSA BUS.
nvm what. I GOT $$$ ahaha. ops
do i look funny when i took out my shirts.
how come so many eyes on me. whahas shy*
met some other friends over there.
Funny thing happen?
[isk]: so raymond professional swimmer??
how come suddenly drown i don't know one. ahaha
had fun suntanning.. wewwoop. The toilet sucks.
Shower cap with no water running?? GRRR.
On next day. took a leave earlier.
Cause i so steady already take leave and follow friends to malaysia..
went to holiday plaza.. nothing to shop one. but still alright. But people there, so violent. ahahs.
esp those DVD,CDS seller. nothing much to shop.
Ate pizza hut. Cost 127.50RM for 6 persons. NOT BAD WHAT. quite full.
Proceed back to city square shopping centre.
There more cooling and pleasant.. big and nice ahahaha.
but not much people one.
SHop and walk over there. BOUGHT something 'special' for someone? ops
HAHA. then was sad throughout the day when going home.. bahhh
So, why my toe still no ok sia.
Yesterday[wednesday]Went to play soccer at sembwang with "SHOE' on this time.
wahahaha. ON TOP FORM.!
what a goal from me. hahas ops.
So iskandar 1 2 with me and score?? =
had revenge abit for that time for hurting my toe?
gd nite.!
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
THANKS LA SOMEONE.
hihi peeps. Am back to Blog again.. hahas
before i start to blog.
Well, Entering the world of COldness life..
was going to dover ite today to pay my fees.
Reached there.
Stepped inside.
Felt the wits end of me.
Sigh...
Was waiting for queue stations.
Felt like going out of dover.
Didn't want to study there.
I want Go poly yea.?
sad.
hate this life.. SOS.
Was playing soccer on saturday yea?
hElping some friends to play as of the insufficient players.
So call my friends and friends to play..
was so HOT in the morning lo..
all the way sweat.
Match was rough.
Was being kicked and pushed. aw...
So soccer play like that one??
Come on, that team sucks.
HMM ends.
TOday 26 april 2005, took leave, never go work cause go pay school fees.
hais.
Then got meet up with my friends.
Went to school for meet up,
was chased out? haha but we still didn't want to leave...
so after eating went to friend house play PS2.
Fun eat drink sleep.
weee
After that got home, changed and friends call me go play soccer at sembawang..
wahhh thanks to RAY and my legs so perfectly ok sia... haaha
Was told that the floor was smooth..
OH! man got blisters. big space land.
And was GOt kicked without shoes, cause someone told me no need shoess =\
so i got this
hahaha thanks la..
another one??OH ya still got blisters underneath mY lEG.. weeeee
lol was feeling difficulties going home.. pain.. toe can't move. bloood was stuck there..Got home after that..lol.But had fun with pain!! hahaGd nite.!
Thursday, April 21, 2005
what a day.
Before starting my unlucky pissed off hot sunny day... hmmm was having my sleep on the floor for past 3 days hahaa.
Feeling great on it. COoling and always dreams.. lucky not bad dreams.
But woke up forget le. =\.
EH, what a day... damn colleague.. you just came and you are giving me troubles..
Work Work Work, stupid attachment colleague of mine makes my whole day mad..
When she first came in to the office, thought she was alright, speak softly. Then seems to be not in the office world.
ITs the feeling for first comer la.
OK. now. she work for almost 2 weeks, tempt to speak louder and alot of things to talk and crap.
Let me start with the beginning.. On first day when i was going home, she dismissed too. Then on the lift
asked her:
[me]: 'er you come to work what time??'
[she]: '9 am lo'
[me]: 'ok'
[me]: 'eh can you come about like 9.00 to 9.15 like that'
[she]: 'ok'
[me]: 'cause i tempt to get traffic jams when on the way here'
[she]: 'icic'
The next day, i came at 9.15.... the staff called her and ask her why she not in office..
Guess what she says?? to Staff: ' desmond asked me to come at 9.15 to 9.30'. -.- what the heck i got say 9.30.
Then go in office. i said nothing but i control.
Doing my work, she got her things i got mine
i taught her how to do this and that..
aw. headache.
Ok, then she finished everything, and keep pestering me, [to me]: 'hmm do you have anything for me to do.' i say you want to print? i let u print. Then do finish liao. keep pester me for things to do again. Obviously she's stealing my work!!
How the hell am i going to pass my days without this work. Can't slack much also. Boss will scolds..
So, talking about today.. damn piss off by her. But have to act infront of her. Faked smile :D
came in office, keep complaining about her pay and mine. ITs different, she's an attachment from poly and low paid, no choice thats training but mine is working!!!
damn. She still have the chICK to say i'm paid more so i have to work more.. Zzz
Got such thing?? i bless her for 4 mths of luck when i leave the office soon..
Today came in office,
Yesterday Boss told me that i will help her in her another company things. Those Childrens aids again. No choice, one invoice came.
Blasted me.
Have to work nonstop.
Today multi-tasking. grrr
came in office came a call,
[guy]: ' may i check with you when my valuations will be ready for chai chee something something'
[me]: ' hold on, i check for you.'
[she-kaypo liao]: ' what does he wants? which files'
[me]: 'get me the big entire file of list come'
[she]: 'there the report file is over here'
[me]: ' i don't want this la'
[me to guy]: 'er may i know what do you want to know about?'
[guy]: ' i want to know when my valuation will be ready'.
[me]: ' erm ok, your file will be send out soon'. damn i saw the wrong thing it says "WAITING TO BE READY'
[guy]: ' may i know the figure'
[me]: 'leaked out the secret confidential infro!!!' 'er175'.
[guy]: ' oh ok thanks, bye.!
line cutted.
Boss came in, accurately she was talking to the attachment lady, phone rang
was that guy who called earlier jus now. Boss scolded me say this file is not even ready yet.
attachment lady told boss i was the one telling the guy. leaking out the figure.
Is she don't want get me the file list, or nothing would not have gone wrong..
Then, boiling of water.. anyone can do it..
[she]: 'eh desmond why the water not boil..'
[me]: ' you go boil lo.'
[she]: ' HAR!??? but there's water inside'.
[me]: ' change la, its yesterday one what.'
[she]: {crap liao} ' there's someone boiling the water issit'.
[me]: 'ignore'
[she]: ' ok you do the filling up thing i go wash the small pot'
[me]: ' never reply her'
damn want boil water boil yourself la..
'CAn't you see i'm busy' -said in my heart..
Then asked, hey why is the water not boil yet..
Boss look at me i look back. i say haven't go yet.
After that she ask whoever came first please boil the water.
Both of us kept quiet.
Boss asked looking at me, 'who came first ??? , you or she first' or together'..
i was like together?? god..
I answer : ' together lo'
LOL. cause i can say nothing..
Don't know today bOOSss PMS or what she.. keep picking on me... i sit there do work also kena scolded..
ok. was trying to relax myself alone in the coffeshop, and i DID.
Don't know why so suay, i saw that attach staff.!
Then she came sitting down and chat about the office thing.
Piss off man.
complaining about my pay thing again. wtf.
Say aiya office work never ending one and always lack of stationery one..
I say don't know la.
GO back office with her. Boss
Hmmm mid noon, there was some fire alarm ringing...
DAmn
know what she say to me?
[she]: 'desmond, the ffire alarm is ringing, there's fire outside'
[me]: 'k fire fire lo'.
[she]: keep saying but it has been ringing for a long time, theres fire!.
[me]: 'aiya fake one la. scared for what..'
She went out to kaypo go see from the glass door if there's anyfire
came in back office.
[she]: 'the fire alarm haven stop lei'
Then stopped. Do my work...
WHO SAY GOT FIRE ALARM MEEANS GOT FIRE?????? GAY MAN.
ok, came to 4 to 6 pm period... was busy like hell. BOos i maybe fast. but i am not a robot..
So please. people. i only got 2 ears. and i have alot of things in mind.
Stop blasting whatever things for me to do... YOu go your hands.. do yourself.. grrrr
Then was like busying, that attachment girl keep saying
'aiyo so poor thing'
i say 'you very relax hor'
come exchange with me.
SHe laughs. still dare to laughs.. steal my work liao still laughs..
And i never touch those files since i am doing another things, but she keep asking me wher eis the filee.
The rest of the files is she handle liao ma. What has it got to do with me??
Then came the sales promoter asked me to do thhis and that, bBoss desmond come
help me pack this and that..!! fagR i haven't finish this ask me do other thingsss Zzz
voices from different people keep entering my mind.
Start to gidd liao..
then relax awhile continue again.
That attachment lady idiotic bitch man. boss call my name this and that sales promoter also call
She kaypo kaypo bo liao call my name 'desmond where is this file'.
i look very furious at her.
Then she say nevermind. ok done with my things.. settled everything.
around nOon i told her i will be taking leave on monday, cause i need to pay school fees.
She can still tell me actually i don't want come today one. very ache.
i tahan so long already only do those maths thing then ache. She abit ache...
Then i say i pass you the keys tomorrow.
She says don't want la i will be on leave too on tuestday..
what the hell. Then who the hell is going to open the office...
want to sabo me again say pretend don't know la
i say no way.!
Will ask boos to give her a pair of keys tomoorrow and i can happily take my leave..
before that she could still say you go awhile to your school still can come back ma...
Tuesday i taking leave, let u SUFFER.!
i say before you come, i also do it alone...
okok enough liao..
DId nothing much today. 6pm on the dot i dismissed myself from work.
caught up with the crampy smelly bus. indians... eeeyer. sorry not trying to be racists. but some of them is really smelly!! poluted the buss. ahahaha
got a seat . sleep throughout the journey. reach my place, legs got jelly. no strength liao..
went home bathe and eat.
wantted to go orhchard one. but i chose to sleep instead.
woke up at 11pm. online. :d ached.
almost forgot: PA. sorry i stepped on your spectacles.. hai.. so suay . =everything slanted. metal like breaking.. GEEKS>! >.<
OK will blog again!
GD NITE>!
WOMAN!!!! ops =/
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
dreamy land.
Had a dream last night.....
My dad came to talk to me...
Father doesn't allow me to have bike..
But yesterday he came to talk to me in my dreams hehe!
Says: 'Di: don't buy those lousy bikes'.
Reply: 'Then buy what bike??'
Says: 'Buy those very good ones'
Reply: ' OK'
Was so HAppy. haha but was a dream afterall. sians. went to orchard JUST now. awhile only ya only awhile! Its less than an Hr.! Pass something to someone. Then, was being shooed :*( haha.
Ok. I'm tired.
Gd nites.
